I'm lost.
I dunno wat to do.
Should i just listen to my frens?
But my heart refuse to change...
Where is my wisdom?

How can anyone b so naive?
What makes u think u can change that person?
You think this is a Fairy Tale?
Wake up!

You are too good for him.
He is not worth it.

But

If I am so sure about this,
Why is My heart is bleeding.....

I'm tired.
I really am...I guess I'm not the only 1.

I miss my parents.
I wish they r back with me.
I cant wait for the day my Dad comes to pick me and my Mum up from shopping.
I cant wait to go out for dinner with them.
I cant wait for my parents to come home.
I cant wait.......

I want to go back to School again.
I want to continue my studies.
I want to do fashion design day and night.
I want to.....I want to do so many things.....
But I cant.

I farking hate this world and my life!
Yet, I still have hope in them.
How contradicting?

Whatever decisions I make now will affect my future.
Every little things I farking do now....
and DAMN! I'm having fever now....

This world, is freaking scary.
Make a wrong move, it'll eat you up.
No mercy!