Today is my birthday.
Happy birthday to myself.
Received a couple of msges from friends, wishing me a happy birthday...
Thank you all, glad you remember.

Wow, I'm offically 20, Two-Zero.
Sounds OLD......
If I'm lucky, I might have another 50 years to live...
Maybe I'll die tomorrow...

Funny thing is, whenever my birthday is near, I'll get damn excited...
BUT
When its really here.....I'm just...NOT excited...coz it always end up boring....
WHY?!
darn.

How I wish can I have someone who really understands me and love me for who I am...
Someone who will protect me, shelter me from storms...
Someone who will listen to me throughout the lonely night...
Someone who will hug me when I feel down...
Someone who will lead me to light when I'm lost in darkness...
Where are you?

When you feel sad or depress,
People always say "Forget it and move on!"
I don't believe in "Forgeting"...
It'll never happen...
The only thing we can do is to push these "Past memories" deeper into our hearts and bury it.

I miss the feeling of being in love....
But actually, being in love is not that nice....
hahaha...
I guess its a Love-Hate relationship.

argh.