long time no see...troubles...
Its been very long since i blog...hahaha...
NO TIME~ NO TIME~
Life is so unpredictable.
Something you thought that would never happen will somehow proof you wrong.
Maybe once I wish for it, due to my childishness and my unclear mind.
Now that i'm truely, utterly CLEAR...i realised that thats not wat i want.
I used to pray that I get the chance to choose and now i do
BUT
I realised that its not a Enjoyable game to play.
I once, for a split second thought of running away from it.
But NO! Not Again! Never!
I faced it. I'm proud of myself and i'm happy.
However
I'm scared...not scared of watever thing i had faced and of him...
I'm afraid of the amount of disappointment I've given to him.
(thats IF i did)
The last thing i would wanna do in my life is to hurt somebody...
Espeacially somebody who i really care about...like my buddy.
I swear i'll try my best to pull him out of hell and bring him back to earth.
I know it takes time and its tough.
However, i believe that with all these caring friends around him,
He WILL Stand Up Once More.
I know he may be a bit confused,
"Why Anny?"
"Why not?"
"Why she dun wanna try?"
I'm sorry...I seem to know why, but I really dun want.
BUT
I am really happy.
Really.
But, sorry, wrong time, wrong situation and most importantly...
Wrong Person.
Even if I agree,
I can see disaster coming.
For you and me and others.
Moreover,
I dun feel a thing.
I dun want you to waste your precious time.
You'll be okay.
Enjoy life!
I'll be behind you.
