This world is cruel...to me, to u, to everybody... U may think this world is horrible, evil, shit and nothing good....However, i hope i am that 1 person/thing that brings Happiness in ur life...Be it doing stupid things to make you laugh, or telling u lame jokes. Or mayb do/say something sweet and nice to u, as long as it makes u feel better, I'LL DO IT!!! you may ask me, why? well, isn't it obvious? Just think, pay more attention and look deeper...u'll know the answer. No everything needs to be spoken...sometimes, things are clearer when you say nothing at all... So, to all my dear frens out there, reading this...I just wanna let you know tt, J'DORE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF U! but PLEASE, dun take me for granted. I HATE IT....i think everyone hates it...

Suddenly, i feel very lonely....i want to see sunshine....i want to feel the warmth....i want to feel sand under my feet....and hear the sea water rush in....feel the breeze....and then dive into the clear blue sea water.... WHY? why do i feel lonely? issit because of the time? or issit because i started to think too much again? I want to be a guy...coz if i'm a guy, i think i'll be pretty boy and girls would just go crazy over me....haaa....but i think better not. Coz, if i'm 1, i dun think i'll be a gd guy....but i think i can be a gd bf....hahaha....i might b a playboy...hahahaha....just thinking makes me laugh....i saw my dream boy online tt day....damn pretty, damn cute...wah...i cant take it man....however, i nv see my dream girl...i think girls nowadays looks all the same....*thinking abt my perfect girl* haiz...my dream girl is not here yet....*sniff* wah...but, my dream boy boy damn pretty!!!! hahahahha....okok, dun say le....i better start on my music scores..if not cannot finish by 7.30am....bye! REMEMBER TO EAT APPLES~*