Today is not really a good day...not very smooth with things... the problem seems harder den i thought...but its ok. i have confidence that everything will b ok soon.... at this point of time when i'm sad....i feel like hugging some1. some1 i thought i've long let go....i havent been toking to him as much as b4 but i know he still care for me. Although things are not the same as b4 but i still treasure the memories i had with him. now that i think back, its a beautiful mistake which i made...and he is the one that made me jump right in. Anyway, its all over. didn't ppl say that when u r sad, the person u think of first are never the 1 you really love BUT when u are happy, the first person u think of is the person u really love...coz you would only want to share ur happiness with him/her, u want him/her to be part of it. To him i use to be stuck inbetween Best Fren and GF.....i hated it...but there is nothing i can do abt it. I felt underground...because he is attached. Now, i don't have to worry coz its all over....no point looking back! i guess its just the "being in love" feeling that i miss....not really him. Anyway, good luck to his trip! Hope he buy something back for me.....but tts still a long way to go man....hahaha....anyway, i still treasure him as 1 of my best friend....hahaha....ciaos my memories!