Have you ever felt very lost, u dunno wat you r suppose to do next? Have you ever lost something you thought was within ur reach? Have you tried to lie to some1 you love just to make him/her feel better? It mayb "i dun love you" or even "i dun need you". When you say that, u felt like ur heart is broken into 2...U dunno how much u stand in this person's heart, neither does he/she knew urs...but even so, you will never try to break their heart. u want to give him/her all the care and support u can give...When he/she is not ard, u felt like something is missing...You will think for him/her first b4 yourself...When you are happy, u want to share with him/her, when you r sad you yearn for his/her care and concern...even just a, "dun worry" or "i am here" is enough...you dun need him/her to buy expensive presents or treat you to an expensive dinner, coz just being with him/her its enough to cover up all the weaknesses. Have you felt all these before? Are you feeling it now? Do you hate this feeling? Or do you love it? Is all this thinking very naive? Very childish? Too fantasy? Thinking too much? Face reality? I dunno....i just suddenly tot of all these shit...haaa....while listening to some love songs...anyway, i think if Lionel sees this he sure say, "Anny! You r sick! Think too much..." and Malvin will say, "Fark the Dog! You tooooo Freeee huh?!" haaa...den Lavender will say, "Haiz , ah ger....dun think so much....." *sigh* (-____-) I'm trying...but i can't. Its part of my life to think....and i love thinking rubbish...hahaha...no lah, but really. I think most ppl would haf felt some of the above before....so, i think it concerns everybody...I dun want my blog to be just abt me and myself. I want it to be a bit of everything....i want ppl to think after reading some of my posts...i hope i can make ppl realise certain things which i do and they dun....Feel free to shar if you guys want to...can always post up at my chatterbox or u can even call me up! WAHAHAHA.....ok lah! tts it for tonight! *MUACK!* love you all, my darlings! Au Revoir!~*